fear
I fear for my eyesight right now.the doctor told me it is not a normal case and i need some deep check up for my eye.ya Allah,all my hopes are You to hear ya Allah.i’ll just pray to You that hopefully both of my eyes will be just fine and doesn’t require surgeries or whatsoever.I don’t want to burden my families any longer with my problems.primary school i cause them to fork out alot of cash just to sent me through the OP room because of my stupidity behaviour by playing around in class and injured my lips so deep that it needs to be sewed.
now its my eyes.i don’t want to lose my eyesight.i still haven’t explore the beautiful world Allah has created.i don’t what to do right now.i may look happy and okay outside but inside,fear and worries has been troubling me.this is,the most thing i feared the most in my entire life.
i can’t wait for this coming thursday check up appointment.i really want to know whether my eyesight is still in fine condition or the other way round.God,im really worried. :(
all i can do is just pray that everything will be alright..InsyaAllah.
